I used once a metal shovel to clear the snow from my car and despite the obvious flaw in the plan I did and frustration mounted as I worked hard as I could to break the ice from the hood. the sharpest parts of the shovel showed me what mattered and the snow kept coming. I told myself of the anticipated accolades of spring and one would not be pride in look if anything I owned Whatsoever then It’’s when the dimmest lights of my broken ideas have marked the stars of these nights where flakes begin and end on the tips of my fingers and the swipes of this shovel are the fight in my hands